I am not meant to have a day off. Time off = lost and not being able to pick up after myself. It makes me question whether I have any will power at all. There are a million things that I could and should do but because I started the day off with relaxation and amusement, I cannot bring myself to do any of them. Countless times I have tried to review my life philosophies and push myself to reasons for being productive and creative. Countless times I have experienced days like this.
Days like this mean that tonight I must set my alarm clock. I must be up at the crack of dawn to make up for my time lost.
I DID clean the bunny’s litter box (it’s a daily task) and she has this thing where when I clean her litter box she must come and bite my legs and pull my sleeves. I want to know why the bunny is so protective of her waste.
I also think that I’m in the mood to travel. Really travel and learn. Maybe spend a few months in one place far away. Don’t know where. Just somewhere to grow.
unmotivated
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