I’ve been thinking about the content of my website lately; thinking about its purpose, my goals and motivation, the benefits, etc. The theme of my thinking is generally:
why? overdone. redundant. who cares?
I feel somewhat negative about writing especially when I regurgitate a lot so I’m going to try avoiding that for the next little while…at least directly.
Yes kids, I’m gonna try to make this all about me.
As much as I can at least. My days have been super awesome so there isn’t much I can complain about. There was that alarm that went off at 6am this morning. It kept on going and going but I was already soaking in the tub so I couldn’t complain.
The head mop is getting chopped at 9am which means this will almost certainly be a good hair day…all I need to do is maintain my esteem for an hour and then I will be on the top of the world. I have this thing with going to salons and it is likely the subreason (the main reason being money) for why I wait so long between hair cuts. As soon as I walk into the place I immediately become self-aware and awkward. I feel like I’m surrounding by a club of fashionable beautiful people that are on top of everything and my only access to that club is by paying large sums of money to be a character in the periphery. Very negative, I know, but I’m working on it. Seriously though, I think I spend more time making myself up to get my hair cut than I do for the odd date here and there.
Speaking of date…I need to find one because it could make life just that much more interesting. That and I only have another month and a half before I check out of Vancouver so I need not to worry about implications of possible dates. Unfortunately, I think that I might not know how, or maybe I did at one point but I’ve forgotten. If you have any tips please let me know. For now I’ll just pretend that I’m beyond dating and that there are more important things in life. *closes eyes, tosses head, and tilts nose up in air*