I just spent almost the last hour of precious work time spaced out and dreamy. Maybe five minutes of writing time is due so that I can work through and out of my spaciness. Why am I being spacey? I think I feel alone today. It is weird because I don’t have much reason for feeling alone. Maybe it’s not that “nobody loves me I am alone” or being physical alone…but just one of those moments where you realize that ultimately, in your head, you will always and forever be alone. A good reason to not get stuck in your head isn’t it? I think maybe I need a hug. Heh…funny thing…the band that I am playing with for a summer festival in a few weeks…we were trying to come up with a name yesterday. I talked about this and it evolved into the idea of naming the band “Meg’s Hug” or “Hug Meg”. Yet to be confirmed but they are two possibilities at the moment. My preference leans towards to the latter as it is more suggestive though of course, in Japan it might be hard to get a hug…I don’t know. So maybe Meg’s Hug is better because it would be my license to hug people. We’ll see…