I was in a weird mood today. Almost a little bad. Resorted to a nap.

Maybe I am wondering too much - in what way should I be happy? I am capable of being happy but, where should the happiness come from?

You can lose a root of happiness but then find it in something else. We are good at doing that. But when are the times that you shouldn’t be giving up on something that seems lost. When should you let it go?

Happiness is not in substances except for tonight when the lighting at Richard’s made my beer a great opaque blue/green colour. I felt like I was drinking emerald juice. I think it must have been good for my body - the minerals and such.

Happiness is wearing all plaid?